... And no one would care...

great,

so Mouse is bound and determined to prove I'm some sort of "cutting emo bitch". I had my plans for visiting Crystal's, which were made A WEEK AGO, destroyed in five minutes. And she doesn't have five minutes to talk to me and apologise, thing is, I think ALex is visiting so I can't talk to her. WONDERFUL! I don't have a project done, I can't get ahold of my boyfriend and no one gives a shit what I say even if it's important. I feel invisible and I can't even walk into a room full of people and have one person notice me. My best friend is ignoring me! I've resorted to Listening to BSB!!! What is wrong with me!!!! i'm supposed to be happy, I'm in a new house and we have better income, my boyfriend loves me, I have a few friends. I'm going to see My Chemical Romance on a school day! And I'm sitting at home, alone, with no one to talk to crying my eyes out over barely anything... WHAT DID I DO????

I feel bad now, I mean, i'm being selfish, I've had friends upset this week because of real problems... not just... I don't know what's wrong...