great,
so Mouse is bound and determined to prove I'm some sort of "cutting emo bitch". I had my plans for visiting Crystal's, which were made A WEEK AGO, destroyed in five minutes. And she doesn't have five minutes to talk to me and apologise, thing is, I think ALex is visiting so I can't talk to her. WONDERFUL! I don't have a project done, I can't get ahold of my boyfriend and no one gives a shit what I say even if it's important. I feel invisible and I can't even walk into a room full of people and have one person notice me. My best friend is ignoring me! I've resorted to Listening to BSB!!! What is wrong with me!!!! i'm supposed to be happy, I'm in a new house and we have better income, my boyfriend loves me, I have a few friends. I'm going to see My Chemical Romance on a school day! And I'm sitting at home, alone, with no one to talk to crying my eyes out over barely anything... WHAT DID I DO????
I feel bad now, I mean, i'm being selfish, I've had friends upset this week because of real problems... not just... I don't know what's wrong...
7.3.08
11.2.08
14.1.08
Hah, I'm all moody. Makes me feel bad but I know it'll be over with in a few days. Haha, I'm not telling you why. You should have guessed it already.
I'm going to try and get my permit tomorrow. Kayla's mom is going to drive us there and whatnot. I'm hoping to death my mom doesn't have to be there. I bet she does. Hah. oh well. I'm getting checked out early and everything. Kayla's going to get a second hole in her cartilage. I'm probably going to get a t-shirt on sale. I'm just awesome like that. lol. I'll have to be home by dinner. Or sometime around it.
okay, this was a random pointless post... I'm weird like that.... night!
I'm going to try and get my permit tomorrow. Kayla's mom is going to drive us there and whatnot. I'm hoping to death my mom doesn't have to be there. I bet she does. Hah. oh well. I'm getting checked out early and everything. Kayla's going to get a second hole in her cartilage. I'm probably going to get a t-shirt on sale. I'm just awesome like that. lol. I'll have to be home by dinner. Or sometime around it.
okay, this was a random pointless post... I'm weird like that.... night!
12.1.08
Well, it's been forever since I've posted so here's what's up.
School started back. I was really close to having to be stuck in a class with Michael's younger brother. Thank God I got my schedule changed to yearbook. :) I also have a couple of new friends due to my new schedule. Katrina and Martha and Mouse. They're nice.
Here's the the schedule.
First: Yearbook
Second: Intro To Drama
Third: Honors Biology
Fourth: Honors Geometry
My biology teacher lets us hold the pet snake, Monty, (yes, he's a Python) WHILE she's teaching class. It's awesome. I'm second on the "Monty List" Monday.
I know my Yearbook teacher and Drama teacher (it's the same person) from eighth grade. Her daughter and i were on Scholar's Bowl together. Those classes are relatively easy.
Honors Geometry is a pain. My teacher is boring and doesn't make the class even a bit interesting. So i sit in the back corner by Mouse, Zach, and Martha.
Kristen and I are talking a bit. I informed her about Gerard Way's marriage. She was really surprised. She's also been asking me for advice about Ethan and drama and whatnot. It's kinda weird but it's good that we're talking and not arguing like we used to do.
I'm also in a band now. We have no name yet and we're still looking for a drummer. And I have to work harder to learn bass. It's really nice that Aaron and Dillon are giving me the chance to be in the band and learn to play at the same time. They're good guys.
In other news... Jake and I are together. I know, who ever is reading this really thinks I have problems with keeping guys. That is partially true, but I have liked Jake for a while. Yea, i never really talk about him but he's never forgotten about me and I never really forget him. Sometimes he's my best friend and other times he's my boyfriend (well, at least now anyways). He's fun to hang around and we both don't care that we're so far away. He asked me if any guys were hitting on me lately and i said that I didn't think so. His response was "Good, cause that's my job." We both laughed our butts off at that. I like how he can talk like that to me. It's sweet and funny and is important all at the same time. With other guys I've been with we were either really silly or really serious. There was no in between. Jake and I have kidded around about stuff that we both really want to do with our lives in the future. And it's wonderful.
School started back. I was really close to having to be stuck in a class with Michael's younger brother. Thank God I got my schedule changed to yearbook. :) I also have a couple of new friends due to my new schedule. Katrina and Martha and Mouse. They're nice.
Here's the the schedule.
First: Yearbook
Second: Intro To Drama
Third: Honors Biology
Fourth: Honors Geometry
My biology teacher lets us hold the pet snake, Monty, (yes, he's a Python) WHILE she's teaching class. It's awesome. I'm second on the "Monty List" Monday.
I know my Yearbook teacher and Drama teacher (it's the same person) from eighth grade. Her daughter and i were on Scholar's Bowl together. Those classes are relatively easy.
Honors Geometry is a pain. My teacher is boring and doesn't make the class even a bit interesting. So i sit in the back corner by Mouse, Zach, and Martha.
Kristen and I are talking a bit. I informed her about Gerard Way's marriage. She was really surprised. She's also been asking me for advice about Ethan and drama and whatnot. It's kinda weird but it's good that we're talking and not arguing like we used to do.
I'm also in a band now. We have no name yet and we're still looking for a drummer. And I have to work harder to learn bass. It's really nice that Aaron and Dillon are giving me the chance to be in the band and learn to play at the same time. They're good guys.
In other news... Jake and I are together. I know, who ever is reading this really thinks I have problems with keeping guys. That is partially true, but I have liked Jake for a while. Yea, i never really talk about him but he's never forgotten about me and I never really forget him. Sometimes he's my best friend and other times he's my boyfriend (well, at least now anyways). He's fun to hang around and we both don't care that we're so far away. He asked me if any guys were hitting on me lately and i said that I didn't think so. His response was "Good, cause that's my job." We both laughed our butts off at that. I like how he can talk like that to me. It's sweet and funny and is important all at the same time. With other guys I've been with we were either really silly or really serious. There was no in between. Jake and I have kidded around about stuff that we both really want to do with our lives in the future. And it's wonderful.
24.12.07
HAPPY CHRISTMAS!
I went and saw Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street. It was good. I was laughing alot for some reason. It's kind of a dark comedy type thing.
Aj and Allison and I got really bored just now. Two of us have cell phones and we were listening to the S.T. soundtrack. So what you get is a cheap version of a couple of scenes. We have a key and a chair. We're good.
It's sad that we're doing that. I'm just bored. It's Christmas Eve. Why am I bored like that then?
My mom took me and Kayla to go see it. It's like really bloody, but the blood doesn't look too much like blood. It looks watery.
Well, other than my gorey weekend I'm in a Christmasy mood so
HAPPY CHRISTMAS!
Aj and Allison and I got really bored just now. Two of us have cell phones and we were listening to the S.T. soundtrack. So what you get is a cheap version of a couple of scenes. We have a key and a chair. We're good.
It's sad that we're doing that. I'm just bored. It's Christmas Eve. Why am I bored like that then?
My mom took me and Kayla to go see it. It's like really bloody, but the blood doesn't look too much like blood. It looks watery.
Well, other than my gorey weekend I'm in a Christmasy mood so
HAPPY CHRISTMAS!
20.12.07
I found out from Jake that Cody will probably be at his birthday party. Jake assured me that I didn't have to talk to Cody or get anyhwere near him. It'll be kinda wierd but I'll survive. Crystal will be there and some people that I do talk to. Spencer will be there... Dang, he invited a bunch of my ex boyfriends. Hah. I talk to them all but Cody.
Spencer got a kitten! He named it KiKi. It makes no sense. I should go over and visit. I like cats alot.
I'm bored.
I got a new phone... again. I keep braking them. some of the time it wasn't my fault though.
Spencer got a kitten! He named it KiKi. It makes no sense. I should go over and visit. I like cats alot.
I'm bored.
I got a new phone... again. I keep braking them. some of the time it wasn't my fault though.
19.12.07
Wow, I lost another phone again. I'm such a loser. Hah. It went through the washing machine this time. Go mary! Well, i got another Razor out of it. And insurance on my phone. I also got a butt load of trouble.
School is out! Exams are over! i watched The Brothers Grimm in History today and The Invisible in English. I reassured my teacher nothing bad would happen. And she made sure the class was all over the age of 13. We're all 14 and older. Escpecially the teacher! But she's cool. She let us watch movies like that.
Jake called today. We were talking and i guess we decided that when i grow up i'm going to get ahold of his moeny somehow and get him to build a house that we can share. It was an intetesting conversation. We're going to have five bedrooms. Red, orange, yellow, green, and blue. I Get the Red and blue and he'll get the orange and green. The yellow one may become purple and we'll give it to the cats. There's also going to be a HUGE basement and we're going to find a way to put a pool and a bowling alley down there. There's going to be a room for just gaming systems and whatnot. There will be a table with Gamboys and Nintendo DS's and things like that. There will also be a TV with every gaming system made. Wii, Nintento 64, Super Nintendo, a plain Nintendo, All the Playstations, a Sega (cause Sonic is AWESOME!), all the Xbox's, and everythign we can find. Part of the house will be for cats and another part will be for dogs. There will be bullet proof glass separating the two at all times. Hah. The house is going to be huge and brick and have lots of windows. There will have to be some sort of a library with a couple of computers. And the kitchen is going to have a bar branching off of it. The kitchen itself will be dark grey, and have stainless steel appliances and cookware. jake asked me how I was going to get his money to get all of this done. He said "You're going to rob me aren't you?" I told him there were easier ways to get his money. lol. i let it go then and kept going on about the kitchen.
Jake and i really do like each other.
The other day we were talking over the phone and the conversation landed upon what happened on the Fourth of July of '06. i told him i liked him and he said the same thing to me. So last night i asked him if it was still true he said yes and i was like "omg me too!" But it wasn't like preppy, it was like, "dude, that's aweosme!" So i asked him if that was why he didn't have a girlfriend. his response was "Partialy." I asked him what the other reason was and he asid he'd have to get back to me on that as soon as he thought of the other reason.
He's so nice. i think he is part of my reason I can't keep a boyfriend. He's stuck in the back of my mind and it's subconciously messing with my relationships, along with the fact I know a bunch of stupid guys. lol.
Jake bought me a present! It suprised me alot. I told him i had to get him a present too. And he told me no. So i kept insisting that I do and he told me that my present to him was me meeting up with him everytime he comes down to visit. It was sweet but i'm not very good with keeping up sweet conversations so i told him that doesn't count. He agreed to let me get him a sketch book.
School is out! Exams are over! i watched The Brothers Grimm in History today and The Invisible in English. I reassured my teacher nothing bad would happen. And she made sure the class was all over the age of 13. We're all 14 and older. Escpecially the teacher! But she's cool. She let us watch movies like that.
Jake called today. We were talking and i guess we decided that when i grow up i'm going to get ahold of his moeny somehow and get him to build a house that we can share. It was an intetesting conversation. We're going to have five bedrooms. Red, orange, yellow, green, and blue. I Get the Red and blue and he'll get the orange and green. The yellow one may become purple and we'll give it to the cats. There's also going to be a HUGE basement and we're going to find a way to put a pool and a bowling alley down there. There's going to be a room for just gaming systems and whatnot. There will be a table with Gamboys and Nintendo DS's and things like that. There will also be a TV with every gaming system made. Wii, Nintento 64, Super Nintendo, a plain Nintendo, All the Playstations, a Sega (cause Sonic is AWESOME!), all the Xbox's, and everythign we can find. Part of the house will be for cats and another part will be for dogs. There will be bullet proof glass separating the two at all times. Hah. The house is going to be huge and brick and have lots of windows. There will have to be some sort of a library with a couple of computers. And the kitchen is going to have a bar branching off of it. The kitchen itself will be dark grey, and have stainless steel appliances and cookware. jake asked me how I was going to get his money to get all of this done. He said "You're going to rob me aren't you?" I told him there were easier ways to get his money. lol. i let it go then and kept going on about the kitchen.
Jake and i really do like each other.
The other day we were talking over the phone and the conversation landed upon what happened on the Fourth of July of '06. i told him i liked him and he said the same thing to me. So last night i asked him if it was still true he said yes and i was like "omg me too!" But it wasn't like preppy, it was like, "dude, that's aweosme!" So i asked him if that was why he didn't have a girlfriend. his response was "Partialy." I asked him what the other reason was and he asid he'd have to get back to me on that as soon as he thought of the other reason.
He's so nice. i think he is part of my reason I can't keep a boyfriend. He's stuck in the back of my mind and it's subconciously messing with my relationships, along with the fact I know a bunch of stupid guys. lol.
Jake bought me a present! It suprised me alot. I told him i had to get him a present too. And he told me no. So i kept insisting that I do and he told me that my present to him was me meeting up with him everytime he comes down to visit. It was sweet but i'm not very good with keeping up sweet conversations so i told him that doesn't count. He agreed to let me get him a sketch book.
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