Who I am hates who I've been

Honestly, that line up there is true. So What, I'm putting the title of a song as that. Is that copywrite? Oh, weel, if anyone says it is I'll just have to re-post it as something different...



Anyways, it's true though. I've been acting like an idiot and I'm trying to change and no one has noticed and it's ticking me off. I ran away yet another guy and we weren't ever together yet. Everything is just RAWR lately.



I lost my cell phone, again, and I have to find it, if I don't I don't get an new one for a year.



My left shin, left hip, and laft side of my face HURTS. I fell on the floor on purpose at school. i just hadn't praticed doing that with a rolling chair, so i moved to fast and everyone saw my face hit. I got up before the skit was over and I was all like "Crap! I'm still dead!" But what i showed was "OW! I hit the floor!"

I just re-realized I like Relient K. That's mostly cause I'm a loser though. (1) I've been listening to MCR so much that I forgot about all other bands. [Cause MCR is like, the shiz] (2) I realized again that the singer reminds me of the guy I scareded off. They look sorta the same... Well, minus the moose-tosh-aye and the moment that one of them has.... I'm not saying!

I get up to early in the day for school, the bus comes too early. I mean, it's about 6:10 AM and the bus comes in ten minutes. I'm up too early for the world....

You know what? i hate PE. I'll run around if I want but I hate to be forced to do uninteresting stuff. I mean, I have to lift like 35 pounds in there. I'm out of shape. I haven't been in PE for 3 years and all of a sudden they want me in there? Stupid people. I was in band playing sax for all of middle school and then well, as soon as I got to high school they're like "Okay! You have to get at least one semester or PE in!" half the people at the school are goign crazy cause they're so out of shape. And on top of all that, I have one firend in that class. The rest are all cheerleaders. so I have to look week, only socialize on the daysmy friend is there, and feel crappy about how not pretty i am. Thatnks for the confidence boost hiugh school.