27.10.07

Dr. Pepper, the zoo and a nearly stinging nose.... wonderful

This is my last blog of the day. It's addicting to me. Like Dr. Pepper. And Music... Not necessarily in that order.

I'm really tired and I should be in bed, but I don't want to go to bed cause I want my iPod to charge so I can listen to it while I sleep. "Why don't you get one of those neat iPod speaker things?" you may ask... well, maybe you wouldn't ask that. You probably know the name of that device. But anyways, I can't cause I got a shuffle with the money I got for my birthday last year. Shuffles don't work on those cause they're not awesome enough to the makers. I love my Shuffle. I take it everywhere. Literally.

I like food, but I think I'm really out of shape and my costume for Halloween (if i go anywhere) is going to make my belly look fat.... Darn it... Maybe i can go with my boyfriend. "No cars allowed," according to my mother... It makes me feel bad that I have to make him get driven everywhere when I'm with him. I'm like a cinder block chained to his leg... well, in this case I'm an office building chained to his car. But he has the key, all he has to to is unlock the cuff and let me go. I'm too young for him.... but I honestly think I love him... and yea... I don't know what it is really. He always stuck out in my mind and memory.

Two summers ago I went on a youth trip to the Nashville Zoo. He was dating my friend's sister. I thought he was cute. I knew right then he was too old for me. But he let me hold his hand while we prayed in the circle,he let me have his extra breakfast croissant, he bought me a stuffed animal (which I still have) and I got a piggy back ride. All of this was really significant to me. i was 13. He was 15 about to turn 16.

I never got over barely seeing him. Every time i saw him my heart would leap and bound and stop at the same time. I remember heading to the church one afternoon for Youth and half way there my heart skipped. Then it did it again. I had this strong feeling he would be there, even though I knew the chances were low... I got there and he wasn't there... Five or ten minutes later, there he was sitting next to me with the most handsome smile on his face. I was probably blushing so bad. hah.

My iPod still isn't done charging... CHARGE! Like now please. hah. So I'm just sittin here blogging still, about nothing. Absolutely nothing. I had a really long blog typer up but the computer was being mean and it was lost.... I even mentioned Doctor Who and procrastination.... Oh well...

You know what, Michael smells really really good. Like, clean. Almost 'Sting your nose' clean but not quite. It's awesome....

It seems that Gandy can't sleep either. She has a foot fettish. So I have kitten claws attacking my feet at the moment. I really should sleep. But I don't want to quite yet. I'm to lazy to go to bed. It involves turngin off lights and cleaning the kitchen and then going to my room, clearing off the bed and then going to sleep. Somewhere in there I have to change into pajamas too...

How awesome would it bee to live in Canada?

My knee hurts again, I have to pee, and my Coke/Pepsi/Soda/Pop (whatever you want to call it. I'm southern so I call it a Coke) is warm... And my boy-pants are nearly too big...

I looked boy-ish today. I was wearing a Pillsy the Squirrel shirt and boy pants and a big MCR hoodie. I bet if my hair was shorter girls would have hit on me. Wow, that's an odd thought. i AM too tired, I'm having drunk thoughts.... I'm going to go to bed now... Maybe by the time I have everythign ready for bed I'll be awake and ready to play Wii again...